I love Carlsberg. So what?

You wanna come?

Addicted to your light...

I prefer both of 'em :-D

Temptinggggggggg.............!!!

Buy one, get one free private jet? LOL

Can't wait for christmas to come!

could you please come over here tho' only for 1 hour, COLDPLAY?

risiko yang terlihat kecil namun besar

Tiba di suatu usia yang merupakan awal untuk memulai kehidupan yang sesungguhnya, anggaplah 22 tahun. setelah melewati masa-masa muda yang penuh lika-liku dan kenakalan remaja, maka ia sesungguhnya akan memulai tahap hidup dewasa termasuk kenaikan tingkat keseriusan dalam suatu hubungan (cinta).

Setelah putus dengan pacar terakhirnya yang berumur 2 tahun dibawah umurnya, Ia menargetkan untuk sendiri dengan waktu yang cukup lama. karena Ia merasa, di usia nya yang 22 tahun itu, bukan waktunya lagi untuk bermain-main soal hidup, Ia yang menentukan bagaimana Ia (setidaknya) 5 tahun kedepan, termasuk urusan percintaan. tetapi apa daya, Ia hanya sendiri selama kurang lebih 7bulan, mengapa?

tak disangka-sangka anugerah Tuhan datang, ia menemukan seorang lelaki yang bisa merebut hatinya, sebut saja Him. mengapa Ia begitu terpikat dengan Him?

Tidak secepat itu.

Awalnya, Ia hanya dicomblangin oleh temannya, maka Ia dan Him memutuskan untuk bertemu dan saling berkenalan langsung setelah sekian lama saling punya contact masing-masing di handphone tetapi tidak pernah notice. tidak disangka, pertemuan itu berlangsung sangat menyenangkan :') (dan akan berlanjut pada pertemuan-pertemuan berikutnya)

Ia dan Him melakukan pertemuan disuatu tempat di daerah Dago Resort tepatnya di 'Rumah Kopi' setelah Him menjemput Ia di rumah teman Ia. 

Ia dan Him duduk di sofa nyaman + meja kayu pendek ditemani sejuknya udara Dago Resort dan lampu-lampu indah ditemani alunan musik pop jazz, waktu itu menunjukkan pukul 20.00, maka mereka membuka perbincangan hangat, dari topik ke topik, mulai dari alat musik-kebiasaan-film-sampai agama. Agama? Ya, memang Him terlihat agamis dan kebetulan dia lulusan pesantren Al-Zaytun.

perbincangan itu hanya berlangsung sampai pukul 22.00 karena Ia besok harus kuliah pagi.

dari awal pertemuan itu, tercipta lah pertemuan-pertemuan berikutnya yang tidak kalah menyenangkan sampai pada satu waktu, Him menyatakan cintanya dan membeberkan kelebihan + kekurangan dia karena 1 alasan : Him ingin Ia menerima apa adanya, tanpa ditutupi sedikitpun.

Entah apa yang dikatakan Him sungguh membuat Ia terpukul sekaligus senang setelah Him membeberkan 'dirinya'. Ia sudah terlanjur sayang dengan Him, tetapi Ia tidak mau mengambil risiko yang dapat menyakitkan hatinya.

Risiko apa?



Him adalah seorang dari keluarga berada yang lahir di daerah Jambi, P. Sumatera. yang sebatas kuliah di Bandung. pergaulan Him terbilang sangat bebas. Alkohol? Lumrah. Seks bebas? Makanan sehari-hari.
bagaimana Ia tidak terpukul? kebiasaan itu sudah mendarah daging pada Him. Ia tidak kaget dengan cerita-cerita dari Him karena hal-hal seperti itu memang sudah lumrah pada zaman sekarang ini, yang membuat Ia shock adalah "itu terjadi pada Him, lelaki yang Ia mulai sayangi (sekali)"

Entah apa lah yang mengalahkan segalanya, pada akhirnya Ia menerima Him sebagai kekasihnya. Mereka berdua terlihat saling menyayangi. Tulus............ tidak ada nafsu seperti perempuan-perempuan yang pernah ditiduri oleh Him.namun seiring berjalannya waktu, Ia menyadari bahwa suatu kebiasaan (apalagi sudah menahun) tidak dapat hilang begitu saja. meskipun Him tidak mengakui 'kebiasaannya' masih dilakukan olehnya, tetapi Ia tahu, Him  belum bisa menghilangkan kebiasaan (sangat) buruknya itu. tetapi apa daya, Ia sangat menyayangi Him sehingga Ia berniat untuk membantu mengurangi sedikit demi sedikit kebiasaan Him yang sudah tertanam di dirinya itu. batin? luar biasa....

tetapi pada intinya........... Him menyayangi Ia dengan tulus....tanpa ada nafsu, tetapi kebiasaan akan tetap menjadi kebiasaan..........kecuali kalau Him tersadar bahwa yang dia lakukan tidak ada guna nya.

pertanyaan yang paling fatal jika diucap dihadapan Him namun Ia ingin sekali mengatakannya adalah.......

"Sudah berapa banyak perempuan yang tidur denganmu, namun aku masih tetap memaafkan?"

Segala sesuatu di dunia ini mengandung risiko. besar atau kecil bergantung dari keputusan yang kita ambil.
Jika telah menyanggupi, maka haruslah Ia menjalani. :")

Boston, I want you so bad

Boston is the capital of and largest city in Massachusetts, and is one of the oldest cities in the United States. Boston has a climate that is continental in nature but with maritime influences owing to its coastal location, a phenomenon common to coastal southern New England. The climate is classified as a humid continental climate. Summers are typically warm, rainy, and humid, while winters are cold, windy, and snowy. Spring and fall are usually mild, but conditions are widely varied, depending on wind direction and jet stream positioning. ;)

Boston shares many cultural roots with greater New England, including a dialect of the non-rhotic Eastern New England accent known as Boston English, and a regional cuisine with a large emphasis on seafood, salt, and dairy products. So... Uh... What to do??? No matter your interests, you’re sure to find a perfect fit among the many faces of Boston. If you’re intrigued by America’s early days, plenty of sites celebrate the country’s forefathers – and foremothers. The Freedom Trail, the Black Heritage Trail, and the Women’s Heritage Trail put visitors in the midst of the action and breathe new life into history-book names like Revere, Hancock, and Longfellow. Prefer wandering through peaceful parks and manicured gardens? Don’t miss Boston Common, the country’s oldest public park, or the Public Garden – 8 bucolic blocks of trees, flowers, swans and ducklings, a lagoon, statues, and memorials. 

Folks with a penchant for architecture also revel in the city’s variety of styles, from the IM Pei-designed Hancock Tower to the Richardsonian Romanesque Trinity Church – disparate neighbors in Copley Square. AH... You can do many things here. Confused? Definitely.  

If you're confused, I'll give you some idea. These are some pictures of Boston. :
 

 Maison de Beacon Hill

 Beacon Hill

 Beacon Hill

 

State House And General Hooker Statue

 

 Snowy in Boston 1/18/09

 Looks like a bridge Pasupati Bandung eh? Unfortunately, I forgot the name.

 Beacon Hill

 Coelho, tartaruga de Bronze

How do you think? GRAAAAAAHHHHHHH! 

Want to go now? Think once don't think twice :)

Me as a Pedestrian.

I'm sitting in front of my laptop now. Actually, I'm still an office woman wanna be -_- Getting bored at the office *sigh

Okay..

It has been a few months I didn't post anything on this blog. Hey :) I've undergone many changes.

(What changes?)

Do you see the changes in every inch on me, guys? (Not really, eh?)

Hmm..

My life has changed since I lost my boyfriend :') My life would be quieter? Yes. My life would be fairly complicated? Probably. 
But I hope my life will be better because of this. (Amen)

Maybe I look quiet and calm, but did you know? My brain works. What works? 
"All the systems that exist within my brain would work well for a particular purpose, namely, to drop his mental."
am I fairly bad girl? Nope. I think am good enough for him, You'll never know and you'll never be able to imagine who he really is. Trust me. Or you can trust my bestfriend even his friends. ;)

Tho' it's happened, There's something that always popped up on my mind, yes! a song lyrics from Coldplay - Every Teardrop Is A Waterfall

"SO YOU CAN HURT, HURT ME BAD... BUT STILL I'LL RAISE THE FLAG!"

Oh-yeah.

and there's also a song dedicated to him....



Beyonce - Best Thing I Never Had

"What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
I say what goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around...
There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right
No lies, no wrong
Boy I, must've been outta my mind
So when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
So baby good lookin' out

[Chorus]
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had
I bet it sucks to be you right now

So sad, you're hurt
Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears
I guess that's why they ain't there
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and baby yes I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
Baby good lookin' out

[Chorus]
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
I said, you turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'll never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby I bet sucks to be you right now

I know you want me back
It's time to face the facts
That I'm the one that's got away
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life
Thank God I found the good in goodbye

[Chorus]
I used to want you so bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I will always be the, best thing you never had.
Best thing you never had!

I used to want you so bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh I will never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now

Goes around, comes back around
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now"

 And now.... We're only waiting for the "results" of what my brain did. Because from the beginning I knew that he doesn't smarter than me. ;)

What Exactly I'm Looking For?

Selalu merasa tidak enak hati di beberapa kesempatan dalam sehari. Entah apa, saya hanya merasakan perasaan yang tidak enak. Sangat mengganggu keseharian saya. Semua aktivitas saya menjadi kurang baik dan kurang maksimal. Contohnya, Saya inginkan angka 2, tetapi saya hanya diberi 1,75 atau bahkan terkadang saya mendapatkan 1,93. Hampir mencapai target, bukan? Ya! Saya tidak pernah merasakan klimaks. Anda tahu? Jika berada di posisi seperti itu, pastinya anda menginginkan untuk mencobanya lagi, lagi dan lagi sampai pada satu titik yang anda inginkan. Ini bukan egois, tapi kebutuhan. Saya terkadang merasa hampir gila karena tidak jarang moment ketika dimana saya merasa dikejar setan dan terbangun dari mimpi buruk lalu merasakan gejolak yang amat sangat membingungkan diri saya sehingga saya tidak tahu apa yang harus saya lakukan pada saat itu, dan itu... menyiksa.
Sudahlah, saya hanya bisa menerima kenyataan dari Tuhan, saya hanya bisa berdoa, semoga Tuhan selalu memberkati saya. Amin. :'

We Are Single Fighter

Do you ever feel sad? So do I. Of course, because we are imperfect humans.

And now........ I feel bad. Really bad. What's wrong with me? Nothing :) I just feel worse.

 

I can't tell you much. Because, this is including my personal life. But I just wanna share with you guys........ Mmmmm, Okay, What sort of things that usually make you calm when you faced your problems (besides praying to God) ? Actually, many things could be handled by us when we're facing problems. For example, I like listening to music. And when I'm sinking, I usually listen to music that contains advice or encouragement. After that, I got to thinking. Yes, at least I'm not a dead person.

Olaaaa! This is one of my favorite song that can bring my spirit when I'm sinking. 

SORE - ETALASE

"Semua kisah yang pernah lalui hidupku
Semua cinta yang pernah
Engkau rasakan, dalam kisahmu
Pahit dan manismu,
Lalui…

Semua teman yang engkau sayang dan tinggalkan
Sengaja atau tidak, dirimu
Pernah lalui, cerita yang haru
Yang semua alami

Dan kita coba kenangi semua,
Walau t’lah tiada
Bagai etalase jendela…

Kau pernah kenal seorang yang sangat kau sayang
Kau pernah kenal seorang
Yang sangat kau benci, terasa perih
Hingga otakmu,
Meledak!

Semua sahabat yang pernah menghangatkan hidup
Satu persatu, menghilang…
Seiring waktu yang makin lama
Kian menua

Tapi kita coba kenangi semua,
Walau t’lah tiada
Bagai etalase jendela… " 

This song made ​​me realize that we are just ordinary people who could be sad and happy, approached and abandoned, we stand by ourselves. Everyone around us is just a simple fake shadows that accompany our daily lives. Whoever.

Hmm, I hope this can be useful for y'all guys. (Not useless as my boyfriend often said to me) Oops! Hahaha :)