Me as a Pedestrian.

I'm sitting in front of my laptop now. Actually, I'm still an office woman wanna be -_- Getting bored at the office *sigh

Okay..

It has been a few months I didn't post anything on this blog. Hey :) I've undergone many changes.

(What changes?)

Do you see the changes in every inch on me, guys? (Not really, eh?)

Hmm..

My life has changed since I lost my boyfriend :') My life would be quieter? Yes. My life would be fairly complicated? Probably. 
But I hope my life will be better because of this. (Amen)

Maybe I look quiet and calm, but did you know? My brain works. What works? 
"All the systems that exist within my brain would work well for a particular purpose, namely, to drop his mental."
am I fairly bad girl? Nope. I think am good enough for him, You'll never know and you'll never be able to imagine who he really is. Trust me. Or you can trust my bestfriend even his friends. ;)

Tho' it's happened, There's something that always popped up on my mind, yes! a song lyrics from Coldplay - Every Teardrop Is A Waterfall

"SO YOU CAN HURT, HURT ME BAD... BUT STILL I'LL RAISE THE FLAG!"

Oh-yeah.

and there's also a song dedicated to him....



Beyonce - Best Thing I Never Had

"What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
I say what goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around...
There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right
No lies, no wrong
Boy I, must've been outta my mind
So when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
So baby good lookin' out

[Chorus]
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had
I bet it sucks to be you right now

So sad, you're hurt
Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears
I guess that's why they ain't there
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and baby yes I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
Baby good lookin' out

[Chorus]
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
I said, you turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'll never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby I bet sucks to be you right now

I know you want me back
It's time to face the facts
That I'm the one that's got away
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life
Thank God I found the good in goodbye

[Chorus]
I used to want you so bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I will always be the, best thing you never had.
Best thing you never had!

I used to want you so bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh I will never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now

Goes around, comes back around
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now"

 And now.... We're only waiting for the "results" of what my brain did. Because from the beginning I knew that he doesn't smarter than me. ;)