Boston, I want you so bad

Boston is the capital of and largest city in Massachusetts, and is one of the oldest cities in the United States. Boston has a climate that is continental in nature but with maritime influences owing to its coastal location, a phenomenon common to coastal southern New England. The climate is classified as a humid continental climate. Summers are typically warm, rainy, and humid, while winters are cold, windy, and snowy. Spring and fall are usually mild, but conditions are widely varied, depending on wind direction and jet stream positioning. ;)

Boston shares many cultural roots with greater New England, including a dialect of the non-rhotic Eastern New England accent known as Boston English, and a regional cuisine with a large emphasis on seafood, salt, and dairy products. So... Uh... What to do??? No matter your interests, you’re sure to find a perfect fit among the many faces of Boston. If you’re intrigued by America’s early days, plenty of sites celebrate the country’s forefathers – and foremothers. The Freedom Trail, the Black Heritage Trail, and the Women’s Heritage Trail put visitors in the midst of the action and breathe new life into history-book names like Revere, Hancock, and Longfellow. Prefer wandering through peaceful parks and manicured gardens? Don’t miss Boston Common, the country’s oldest public park, or the Public Garden – 8 bucolic blocks of trees, flowers, swans and ducklings, a lagoon, statues, and memorials. 

Folks with a penchant for architecture also revel in the city’s variety of styles, from the IM Pei-designed Hancock Tower to the Richardsonian Romanesque Trinity Church – disparate neighbors in Copley Square. AH... You can do many things here. Confused? Definitely.  

If you're confused, I'll give you some idea. These are some pictures of Boston. :
 

 Maison de Beacon Hill

 Beacon Hill

 Beacon Hill

 

State House And General Hooker Statue

 

 Snowy in Boston 1/18/09

 Looks like a bridge Pasupati Bandung eh? Unfortunately, I forgot the name.

 Beacon Hill

 Coelho, tartaruga de Bronze

How do you think? GRAAAAAAHHHHHHH! 

Want to go now? Think once don't think twice :)

Me as a Pedestrian.

I'm sitting in front of my laptop now. Actually, I'm still an office woman wanna be -_- Getting bored at the office *sigh

Okay..

It has been a few months I didn't post anything on this blog. Hey :) I've undergone many changes.

(What changes?)

Do you see the changes in every inch on me, guys? (Not really, eh?)

Hmm..

My life has changed since I lost my boyfriend :') My life would be quieter? Yes. My life would be fairly complicated? Probably. 
But I hope my life will be better because of this. (Amen)

Maybe I look quiet and calm, but did you know? My brain works. What works? 
"All the systems that exist within my brain would work well for a particular purpose, namely, to drop his mental."
am I fairly bad girl? Nope. I think am good enough for him, You'll never know and you'll never be able to imagine who he really is. Trust me. Or you can trust my bestfriend even his friends. ;)

Tho' it's happened, There's something that always popped up on my mind, yes! a song lyrics from Coldplay - Every Teardrop Is A Waterfall

"SO YOU CAN HURT, HURT ME BAD... BUT STILL I'LL RAISE THE FLAG!"

Oh-yeah.

and there's also a song dedicated to him....



Beyonce - Best Thing I Never Had

"What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
I say what goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around...
There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right
No lies, no wrong
Boy I, must've been outta my mind
So when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
So baby good lookin' out

[Chorus]
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had
I bet it sucks to be you right now

So sad, you're hurt
Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears
I guess that's why they ain't there
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and baby yes I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
Baby good lookin' out

[Chorus]
I wanted you bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
I said, you turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'll never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby I bet sucks to be you right now

I know you want me back
It's time to face the facts
That I'm the one that's got away
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life
Thank God I found the good in goodbye

[Chorus]
I used to want you so bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I will always be the, best thing you never had.
Best thing you never had!

I used to want you so bad
I'm so through with that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh I will never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now

Goes around, comes back around
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now"

 And now.... We're only waiting for the "results" of what my brain did. Because from the beginning I knew that he doesn't smarter than me. ;)

What Exactly I'm Looking For?

Selalu merasa tidak enak hati di beberapa kesempatan dalam sehari. Entah apa, saya hanya merasakan perasaan yang tidak enak. Sangat mengganggu keseharian saya. Semua aktivitas saya menjadi kurang baik dan kurang maksimal. Contohnya, Saya inginkan angka 2, tetapi saya hanya diberi 1,75 atau bahkan terkadang saya mendapatkan 1,93. Hampir mencapai target, bukan? Ya! Saya tidak pernah merasakan klimaks. Anda tahu? Jika berada di posisi seperti itu, pastinya anda menginginkan untuk mencobanya lagi, lagi dan lagi sampai pada satu titik yang anda inginkan. Ini bukan egois, tapi kebutuhan. Saya terkadang merasa hampir gila karena tidak jarang moment ketika dimana saya merasa dikejar setan dan terbangun dari mimpi buruk lalu merasakan gejolak yang amat sangat membingungkan diri saya sehingga saya tidak tahu apa yang harus saya lakukan pada saat itu, dan itu... menyiksa.
Sudahlah, saya hanya bisa menerima kenyataan dari Tuhan, saya hanya bisa berdoa, semoga Tuhan selalu memberkati saya. Amin. :'

We Are Single Fighter

Do you ever feel sad? So do I. Of course, because we are imperfect humans.

And now........ I feel bad. Really bad. What's wrong with me? Nothing :) I just feel worse.

 

I can't tell you much. Because, this is including my personal life. But I just wanna share with you guys........ Mmmmm, Okay, What sort of things that usually make you calm when you faced your problems (besides praying to God) ? Actually, many things could be handled by us when we're facing problems. For example, I like listening to music. And when I'm sinking, I usually listen to music that contains advice or encouragement. After that, I got to thinking. Yes, at least I'm not a dead person.

Olaaaa! This is one of my favorite song that can bring my spirit when I'm sinking. 

SORE - ETALASE

"Semua kisah yang pernah lalui hidupku
Semua cinta yang pernah
Engkau rasakan, dalam kisahmu
Pahit dan manismu,
Lalui…

Semua teman yang engkau sayang dan tinggalkan
Sengaja atau tidak, dirimu
Pernah lalui, cerita yang haru
Yang semua alami

Dan kita coba kenangi semua,
Walau t’lah tiada
Bagai etalase jendela…

Kau pernah kenal seorang yang sangat kau sayang
Kau pernah kenal seorang
Yang sangat kau benci, terasa perih
Hingga otakmu,
Meledak!

Semua sahabat yang pernah menghangatkan hidup
Satu persatu, menghilang…
Seiring waktu yang makin lama
Kian menua

Tapi kita coba kenangi semua,
Walau t’lah tiada
Bagai etalase jendela… " 

This song made ​​me realize that we are just ordinary people who could be sad and happy, approached and abandoned, we stand by ourselves. Everyone around us is just a simple fake shadows that accompany our daily lives. Whoever.

Hmm, I hope this can be useful for y'all guys. (Not useless as my boyfriend often said to me) Oops! Hahaha :)

I hate people who.......

In accordance with the title, I don't want to waste my time for a preamble. This is it.


Me hate...
 


1. People who don't appreciate anything done by everyone around 'em.

2. People who always felt they're the most everything in the world.

3. People who always criticize others without seeing themselves.

4. People who always blame others but they never wanted to be blamed.

5. Greedy people.

6. People who commit violence against women.

7. People who want to show to everyone that they've a super power and many advantages.

8. Stingy people.

9. Classy people. But in fact, They're nothing. (Being down-to-earth person isn't contemptible, 'aite?)

10. Fashion Victim (Surprised? Yes. I loved fashion, for sure, because I'm a woman. and maybe some of my old friends knew that I was a shopaholic, but not at all the things are become a trend must be followed by us, isn't it? I dressed smartly, and just be myself)

11. Psycho

And many more :-|

Thank you.

Fragile Dreams

Hey.... How r y? Hope y're okay..
Hmm I just want y to know, oh yeah I've a million dreams abt us................ I never knew I could make it happen or not, I always tried, but not for now. Because everything has been destroyed. Who did it?

....YOU.

Yeah you. Why you? Think by your self. :)

This is it. These are some illustrations....

I always wanted you to say 'something' to me in this place...

Sheikh Zayed Bin Sultan Al Nahyan Mosque in Abu Dhabi

 

And... "Night Garden Party"  

 

 

I know you really want this one...

uuuuh, very-berry tempting, isn't it?

What if we talk about quality time? It must be the most beautiful part :'

 

 .....................................................................

 Enough.

I laugh my ass off caused by all of this.

 

:)

 

What? Haha. Oh, hella.

One day, I accidentally saw my ex-boyfriend (just call him "D") on my facebook home, and the questions on my mind was like....
 
"What? is it really you? That's your car, I recognize it but am not sure if it's you"
  
Oh my Godness, He was growing up. Very different and.... Mature. I'm impressed him.
And his mom.......still beautiful. Yeah, I miss her.
............................................................................................................................................

Oh yeah,
Hope He'll get a good-hearted lover. Amen. 
NOPE. I didn't miss him. I just shocked and amazed by seeing him on my facebook home. ;) 

When a Habit Becomes a Taboo

How can someone look at a natural habit with one eye? 

Crazy.

 
Yeah, but what can I do? Silent.

I can't dodge at all.

Was like.... I tied in my own home for a long time. You know..... It sucks.

That's it.

Things are Always Foiled My Diet Plan(s)

These are some things that I always really wanted. tho I had been planning a strict diet, but if I had seen 'em all , then my intention was gone instantly.

Okay, This is it......................................................

1. Tao Kae Noi Seaweed 

 

It must be superb yummy and so addicted. This is a super sexy crispy seaweed ever!

 2. Green Tea Frappuccino Starbucks

 This is one of my favorite beverages. Fuck yeah!

3. Dim Sum

 Holaaa 'All you can eat' come to mama!

4. Fettuccine Carbonara

 GROOOAAAAARRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5. Chocolate Croissant

 Sexier than my boyfie! Oops

6. Katsu Ramen 

 Boring. But I wonder, why am so addicted.

7.  Italian Soda

 want more?

 

 Oh yeah.... I could be slapped by my parents hahaha

 8. Keripik Pedas

 Yeah, You know la.

And many moreeeeeeeee, actually :'(

Sad, isn't it?

GO DIET! :'|

Tu Me Manques

Its been 2 weeks I haven't met you yet. I guess, I miss you and I wanna see you soon. Did you know? here I'm giddy thinking about my fuckin assignments and I feel very very very miserable tonight. :(

I accidentally saw your photos on my laptop, and.... I certainly won't be able to concentrate because of you. Yeah yeah yeah, you always popped up on my mind lately.. 

and umm..

Hello readers! Do you want to know who he is?

of course, he's my boyfriend ;) Our relationship has been almost 7 months. and.... Loving him is a guilty pleasure one. but sometimes I don't wanna show him that I loved him, because I don't want him to get bored quickly with me. maybe I'll be very miserable if I lose him. honestly, a man like him is very hard to find. he's a limited edition, for sure. what limited??? hahahahaha okay I'll explain a bit.

you know he known as a super temperamental person, selfish, and the most important thing is.. He made many rules for me. what rules??? hmm yaa was like:

I've to eat rice 3 times a day.  at 7:00 am in the morning, noon at 12 o'clock, and night at 7:00 pm.

I've to obey all his commands, he could be mad for days even a week if I didn't obey his rules.

I'm obliged to inform my situation, where I was, what my activity, whether I had eaten or not, and that's all should be timely....

Complicated? Nope

 Me already feel comfortable with routines like this, Alhamdulillah.

would you like to see his face??? lol okay....

TADAAAAAA!

and his silly-but-sexy face....

 hehehehe :p

once again, Tu Me Manques, x o